Worst Person in the World Now Equals ME

I hate that when I try to do something nice it just seems to most often go wrong.  Not to mention that this only confirms why I hate making plans in advance. 

Here is a very brief recount: About a month and a half ago I met someone amazing.  He has been through a lot in his life and I wanted to be there for him.  Take him out and make him smile and feel great after all that he has been through.  He is an amazing man who has gone through more than anyone I know.  I wanted to be the friend that would not ditch him like so many others.  So a few weeks ago I surprised him with some tickets to a Brewer's game which he has not been able to enjoy in years years years.  Well, thanks to my I-can't-help-it-honesty, a discussion was had and things got all messed up and now that gift has basically been found useless.  I wish life could be easy and I wish no one had to suffer.  I wish I could just lie when I really need to.  But, alas, this is life.  So I would like to publicly extend my sincere apologies and well wishes to Houston.  There is nothing I can say that could ever make things better.  I am sorry that it all went to hell.

I feel like the worst person in the world.

This whole week has continued to be downhill, however:

One of my prayers has been answered!  While shopping through Target to pick up an Rx to help deal with my tremors, I found that Brita has a filtered water bottle!  Woo hoo!  So of course I picked it up for the $9.99 it cost.  I brought it to work with me today.  Super excited.  But upon washing and filling it with icky tap water, I come to find that I got a bum filter.  Dammit.  Now I have to go through the hassle of finding my receipt and taking it back... when I have the time.

My voice is still trying to make an appearance, but remains raspy and squeaky.

I feel like a turd for the Brewer's game getting all f'ed up this Friday, but am trying my best to still make it work.  They were special seats so it's all screwy now, but I do not want my two friends that were coming with to suffer because of some issues between Houston and I.

I have not been sleeping because I have too much on the brain, although the 20 minute run I got in last night helped.  There is just something about the fresh, night air.  I wish they did evening marathons.  I would be all for that.

I am all over the place.  I have too much on my plate right now.  Meeting for work soon and then work this evening for the catering co.

Not to mention, I am still feeling like the worst person in the world. :(

More updates tomorrow.

Thanks for listening!